He Finally Confessed After 8 Years, and I Knew I Was Alone Again.

I still remember the pain.

And the song we used to play.

I try to forget. Sometimes I do.

Until a familiar scent…

A familiar scene…

Brings me back to him like a ghost that refuses to leave.

It’s exhausting.

Carrying love with no place to put it.

Holding onto memories that no longer have a home.

Waking up every morning, hoping it will hurt just a little less than the day before.

It made me question everything.

Was it because of something I did?

Was it my fault?

Did he truly love me?

I’m not sure.

But all I know is that I’m paralyzed…

“You deserve better than that cheater” my friends said.

And I know they are right.

But I can’t help it…

I can’t help feeling like a piece of me got left behind with him.

I can’t recognize myself without the version of me that loved him.

But my friends keep telling me that this is a sign that I’m only becoming.

So please, I beg you to keep on reading this.

Because there's an amazing person I want to make sure you don’t truly miss meeting today.

A person who will discover my blessings and be full of vigor, inspiring resilience, and have absolutely astonishing reflections of our heavenly Father.

I’ve never been so honored to meet someone.

Hello, beautiful, beautiful, you.

My Name Is Nadia

A long time ago, my heart was shattered and reshaped into something that didn’t feel normal inside my own chest.

That aching, throbbing feeling I felt back then?

I still sometimes feel it today…

And I still cry over what happened.

What completely tore me apart was that my marriage with my ex-husband (whom we will call Alexander since I don’t have his consent to use his real name) had fallen apart within a month.

I have spent 8 years of my life with someone I thought ill be with forever.

Only for us to be turned into strangers again.

It hurt me.

Why Am I Telling You This?

It’s because the fall of my marriage has opened a window for me to grow.

A new perspective.

Before, my spirit had a confusing mix of anxiety, panic attacks, and soul-blinding pain, which transitioned to a spirit that’s strong and carefree.

I know that this discovery is a miracle from Christ himself.

Which is why I want to bless you today.

And once I share these blessings with you, it will break your chains of pain, and your spirit will be free:

  • You'll learn how to stop romanticizing the past and finally let go
  • You'll discover the secret on what EXACTLY to do after the devastating mark that changed you
  • How to rebuild trust with the right people and start healing from the inside out
  • How to make peace with painful memories and create a life that's beautiful again

Before I share these blessings, I have one more request.

Can you give me your hand and be vulnerable with me as I walk you through my journey?

So we can go back to the deep wound that changed everything.

And don’t be afraid to cry with me too, because I shed a tear while writing this.

What I Worried About The Most Turned Into Reality

Throughout our whole marriage, I lived a lie.

His mask has finally fallen off, and he proved me right about the thing I accused him of.

I was working a full-time job, while he was running his business from our garage.


The only issue, my job was quite the commute.

I decided to essentially cut this in half by staying at my parents’ house twice a week.

He would run his own business and have his own work hours, so we would usually manage.

Sometimes, though, he would bring his friends over to stay while I was away.

And what I noticed is that this one “friend” is quite consistent.

We’ll call her Adriana.

I wasn’t really suspicious at first, since they seemed that they treat each other as siblings, but as time passed…

I grew more and more suspicious.

So I did what a reasonable adult in my position would do:

I flat-out asked Alexander if anything was going on between him and Adriana.

He said:

“No, nothing is going on between us; she’s just helping me out with my business a little bit.”

I told him:

“I'll take you on your word, and I won’t try to catch you with her.”

So we wrapped up the conversation, and I went to sleep because I was dead tired from the night shift.

The next morning, I wish I hadn’t woken up…

I opened my eyes and saw Alexander sitting at the foot of our bed, crying.

“My beautiful butterfly, I’m so sorry for what I just did to you…”

He decided it’s confession time.

“I’m so sorry, honey, I cheated on you.”

And there it was.

The sentence I’ll never forget.

I felt more betrayed than ever, and a scream had to rush through the chambers of my heart.

I left the bedroom in tears and slammed the door shut while screaming, flailing my arms too.

I just gave way to it all.

I held nothing back.

How could someone have such an utter lack of humanity after all the things we’ve been through?

In less than a month after this, I already packed up my stuff and was living with my parents before we officially filed and got divorced.

You probably can predict what I was thinking at that time:

“I will never be able to recover from this.”

It felt like there was a written script in my life of horrific sorrow from which I’ll never escape, never truly heal from, and can’t ever possibly forgive.

It’s almost as if I were haunted by a shadow version of the offender who caused this.

And then, I asked God:

“Why would you do such a thing to me?”

I joined a private therapy group on the weekends, and I discovered what was holding me back

My mother recommended me to go to a nearby therapy group where her friends used to go.

At first, I felt ashamed, but then I thought:

“I have nothing to lose and live for anyway, so I might as well go.”

The first topic they introduced to us was coping mechanisms.

In that therapy group, everyone seemed to have a plethora of things they turned to when their pain felt unmanageable.

Drugs and drinking were the most common choices.

But Netflix and casual sexual encounters were also mentioned.

Before going in, I decided to bring the bible with me because I was trying to figure out God and the path he is taking me on.

The therapist noticed and asked me a question:

“Could you please explain what happened to you and what brought you here?”

After I mumbled through my divorce and explained in detail what happened, she had this to say to me:

“You hyperspiritualize what you’ve been through to the point where you deny your feelings rather than actually deal with your pain.”

Ouch.

I wanted to glare and dismiss her.

But honestly, she was right.

Her statement peeled back all my posturing and positivity, and pretending.

Eventually, here’s what I had to ask myself:

Am I processing life through the lens of the way I want it to be or the way it actually is?

We can’t live in an alternate reality and expect what’s right in front of us to get better.

We can only heal what we’re willing to acknowledge is real.

I’ve been deeply affected by what I’ve been through. 

And I became really good at decorating the words I’ve used to assure those around me that I’m good and even convince myself I’m better than I am.

But I think it’s time to pack the decorations away and deal with what’s really there.

I started going to these therapy sessions every weekend, and I noted down every single thing I learned during my healing process.

Plus, as a Christian, I did about 1000 hours of theological study combined with my therapy teachings to deal with the pain I had and start living a life that’s beautiful again.

And what has changed?

I became someone who can sit with their pain without letting it define them.

I became someone who learned how to give love back to themselves.

I became someone who woke up one day, and the weight on my chest was finally gone.

And to top this all off:

I started living a life that’s beautiful again and finally found the other half of me that I’m going to share my memories with.

This is why I’m so grateful for my life and the notes I took down while I was healing.

It was a blessing, a blessing I am going to give to you.

I know you are hurting.

And if no one has been kind to you the past few days, weeks, months, or even years…

Then I will.


I’m truly sorry for what you’ve been through.

But now it is time for your life to change.

Down here, you will find my collection of all the lessons I noted down, and it includes my simple three-step healing process I used that shifted me from being a shell of myself to somebody who is living a life worth living.

And this comes deeply from my heart, you won’t find this anywhere else BUT here.

Also, one more thing:

The physical copy has not been finished yet.

But the digital one is.

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And as soon as I finish with the physical copy, it’ll be given to you for free.

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My Last Message To You

So might you dare to whisper along with me:

Today is the day it stops.

Say it with me.

Today is my day to stop the grim, hopeless pursuit of expecting the other person to make this right so that I can receive the glorious hope-filled possibilities of this new day.

I want to accept what happened without letting it steal all my future possibilities and learn to move on.

We shall not wait.

This won't last forever.

I see you, and it's time to be born again.

I want to be born again